Oh wow!! I worked out today for the 1st time in like FOREVER and I'm just dying haha serves me right. Well my weekend rocked and consisted of chicago style stuffed pizza,cupcakes soda beer and in and out SOOO yah wasn't too happy when I got on the scale 158.2 :( SOOOO not acceptable that's ALMOST a full 4lbs In what 6 days!!! that's not good..Sooo anyway I'm gonna work super hard this week. I'm REALLY REALLY hoping that also some of it has to do w/ pre-period bloat next week is when that lovely mess starts.
Food Log:
3 Pineapple Spears: 81 Calories
Hot Cocoa: 120 Calories
16.9fl Oz Sugar Free Kool Aid: 10 Calories
WW Lasanga: 300 Calories
Calories By 1:00pm: 511 Calories
Workout Out:
Calories Burnt: 243
Fat Calories Burnt: 76
Tredmill: 2.7mph-40 Mins
Food Log:
3 Pineapple Spears: 81 Calories
Hot Cocoa: 120 Calories
16.9fl Oz Sugar Free Kool Aid: 10 Calories
WW Lasanga: 300 Calories
Calories By 1:00pm: 511 Calories
Workout Out:
Calories Burnt: 243
Fat Calories Burnt: 76
Tredmill: 2.7mph-40 Mins
- Mood:
annoyed
OMG I bout pee'd my pants when I got on the scale today I got on thinking okay what crappy number am I gonna get today cause I figured I got my lowest yesterday so I figured it prob went up a 1lb or 2 ANYWAYYYYY It said 154.6 OMG OMG OMG It feels SOOO good after being stuck for 7mo's at the same weight and than gaining like 4 more on top of it I am so happy. In that sense..the other stuff in life is still pretty bleak and his a all time low today when he called and said some very hurtful things to me. but I'm trying to move on. I wanted this all to end like adults and be able to interact but obviously that's not how it's going to be. So that means I've lost 7.2lbs!!!
Food Log:
Cupcake: 400 Calories
Food Log:
Cupcake: 400 Calories
- Mood:
Bitter Sweet
Wow this morning SUCKED from a love life point of view or lack of I guess you could say..anyway scale wise it was nice.
155.8..Well I started the SEMI Fruit Cleanse Thing it's gonna be kinda a wing it deal cause I am still dealing w/ all the emotional backlash from my break-up so I know right now i'm craving a cupcake BIG time Uggh!! Damn comfort food why do you have to be so bad for me.
Food Log:
Apple,Grape And Cheese Bowl: 300 Calories
Cupcake:400 Calories
LC Garlic Chicken Pizza: 340 Calories
WW Key Lime PIe: 190 Calories
Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Total Calories For The Day: 1230 Calories
Hmm a little more than I wanted for a semi fruit cleansy thing but I did okay I guess..I mean that's still not THAT bad..Alot more calories than what I had been having. The past week.
155.8..Well I started the SEMI Fruit Cleanse Thing it's gonna be kinda a wing it deal cause I am still dealing w/ all the emotional backlash from my break-up so I know right now i'm craving a cupcake BIG time Uggh!! Damn comfort food why do you have to be so bad for me.
Food Log:
Apple,Grape And Cheese Bowl: 300 Calories
Cupcake:400 Calories
LC Garlic Chicken Pizza: 340 Calories
WW Key Lime PIe: 190 Calories
Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Total Calories For The Day: 1230 Calories
Hmm a little more than I wanted for a semi fruit cleansy thing but I did okay I guess..I mean that's still not THAT bad..Alot more calories than what I had been having. The past week.
- Mood:
distressed
Okay scale says
157.6 OMG I should be happy but i'm so upset since it had said 155.8 like 3 days ago IF that. That's freaking 1.8lbs in less than a week :( I'm just so upset with the whole thing. It's such a freaking struggle.
157.6 OMG I should be happy but i'm so upset since it had said 155.8 like 3 days ago IF that. That's freaking 1.8lbs in less than a week :( I'm just so upset with the whole thing. It's such a freaking struggle.
- Mood:
frustrated
OMG I'm soo upset I got on the scale this morning and it said 157.4!! ALCOHOL Is EVIL! I can't belive it but than the fact just 2 days ago I freaking was up 1/2lb This is such a horrible feeling so I need to get my ass in gear tomorrow i'm gonna do a all liquid diet/fruit cleanse and I know some of you don't belive in this that's fine you don't have to...but I need to get this back under control and just doing that 1 day of the fruit cleanse and well not eating cause of the break up I lost 6lbs in 2wks..so gonna do 3 days of the fruit/liquid than stick strickly to ww meals and workout 40mis on the tred and do my free weights EVERYDAY
- Mood:
aggravated
UUGH I got on the scale this morning and says I am now 156.4 WTH?! Why does y body hate me and does all this back and forth crap I know i shouldn't weigh everyday but I swear i'm so bloated today it's not even funny and Idk why?!?! Anyway I have a horrible headache and wanna cry.
- Mood:
blah
Woke up this morning and got on the scale and it said 155.8 OMG I feel like a catch 22 on this cause it's like great i'm losing weight but worried because it's not in a healthy way that it's all gonna pile back on. But I can't belive it in a 2 week period I have lost 6lbs!!! Now i'm craving in and out today soo hard core I don't know why prob cause of the whole comfort food aspect and that i'm still just soo exhausted from everything it seems so easy..Uggh..I know i've only been consuming AT MOST if my calculations are wrong in the past few days 900 calories I really don't want my body to go totally into shut down mode and screw me up terribly Soo maybe In and out wouldn't be such a bad idea since i am only usually eating 1 meal a day..right now cause it seems to be all my stomach can tolerate. WOW am I enabling myself or what NOT GOOD!!
Food Log:
In And Out #2: 880 Calories
Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Ice Cream Cone: 150 Calories
2 Apple Pies From Mcdonalds: 500 Calories
Total Calories For The Day: 1530 Calories
HOLY SHIT!!! Yah okay it was nice to have some food and not get sick from it but that's outta control the amount of calories I consumed.
Food Log:
In And Out #2: 880 Calories
Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Ice Cream Cone: 150 Calories
2 Apple Pies From Mcdonalds: 500 Calories
Total Calories For The Day: 1530 Calories
HOLY SHIT!!! Yah okay it was nice to have some food and not get sick from it but that's outta control the amount of calories I consumed.
- Mood:
depressed
Okay so i'm gonna do a mini fruit cleanse this week try to get my body reved up again..gonna basically do fruit for breakfast,lunch and snacks and have a WW micro meal for dinner..I know i can do it it's the working out part i'm having issues with of getting the motivation to get up on the tredmill and get moving I hate i've lost all my motivation I was doing soo good getting up at 6am on my daughters school days and working out before taking her to school and than on the other days as soon as I got outta bed getting into my workout clothes and getting on the tredmill..Arrgh I really need to find that motivation again!!
Well according to the scale my starting weight for today will be....
161.8
Seriously Idk how in 4 days I could have gone up 1.8lbs ?!! I know that my monthly friend is due this upcoming weekend but is that stupid to think I could be bloating already from it ?!?!
Well according to the scale my starting weight for today will be....
161.8
Seriously Idk how in 4 days I could have gone up 1.8lbs ?!! I know that my monthly friend is due this upcoming weekend but is that stupid to think I could be bloating already from it ?!?!
- Mood:
aggravated
Tomorrow It's back on the diet/work out wagon cause as of right now my honey is coming on the 8th of June that gives me 3 weeks..Okay Soo you think I could lose 6lbs by than ?? I got on the scale today and it was 160.0 ARRGH Soo pretty much gained .6lbs back why is my body so damn stubborn! Is that unreasonable 6lbs in 3 weeks? So tomorrow gotta go shopping after I drop the kiddo off gonna set my alarm for 6am to get my work out outta the way before I take her..so that way I can press the snooze till 6:15 Lol.
- Mood:
cranky
Okay been MIA yet again Savannah getting sick than going away kinda has kicked me off the bus and I'm trying to get back on..I'm hoping to get back on it by Tomorrow but luckily I haven't gained my WHOLE pound back my weight said 159.6 Yesterday morning. Soo hoping no more creeps back on..Soo hopefully Tomorrow I get back on.
Well today is week 1 weigh in and!?!? YAH I LOST A POUND!!!! WOOHOO :) Omg and that was after not working out the past couple of days cause my daughter has been sick I can't believe how excited I am to have just lost a pound but I seriously figured with my daughter having been sick and not having enough energy to work out for a couple days I was doomed to lose even .1 of a pound. So I did it I'm outta the 160's FINALLY I know not by much but that was what I was hoping for this week.
SW:160.4
CW:159.4
Weight Loss/Gain: -1lb
SW:160.4
CW:159.4
Weight Loss/Gain: -1lb
- Mood:
chipper
Note to self popcorn at midnight BAD IDEA I'm so freakin bloated this morning it's not even funny and according to my scale i've gone from 160.2 to 160.8 LOVELY!!! Lol and I tried on the capris that had me in tears and they are tighter than ever BOOHISS..I should have NEVER had popcorn I was craving something sweet and salty though and I thought well 3 cups is only 90 calories great on the low cals but for some reason it seriously has bloated me out..maybe it's cause it was so late night?!!? Either way I don't like it! And I don't like even more that I can't get my work out in before I gotta start getting ready to go pick up my daughter and i'm sure go to breakfast. I seriously don't know how the people on the biggest loser lost more than a pound a week cause my scale just doesn't wanna give me even a pound lol. but I know i gotta keep telling myself it's only been 3 days it takes time I guess I just get my panties all in a bunch when i see that just having 3 cups of popcorn late at night bloats me out so bad.
Food Log:
Grilled Chicken Sandwhich W/ Mayo: 331 Calories
Small French Fries: 231 Calories
Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Calories By 1:22pm-562 Calories
-Snack Pak: 100 Calories
-WW Fetticini Alfredo: 340 Calories
-16.9Fl Oz Sugar Free Kool-Aid: 10 Calories
Calories By 5:23pm-1012 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie: 190 Calories
Total Calories: 1202 Calories
WARNING?!?!?!?
I have a sick kiddo she's running bout a 103 temp and puking on me so i'm prob not going to be around for the next couple of days and not be able to really get a work out in either taking care of a sick kid is exhausting and SUPER stressful so there prob goes my goal to being outta the 160's this week :( which is dissapointing as the fact i've been really sticking to it the past 3 days I know today I didn't work out cause I figured I can do it once she goes to bed. Anyway I hope my baby girl starts feeling better ASAP..And I'm able to get back on here and back on track. I'll still do a weigh in on weds but i'm not expecting anything.
Food Log:
Grilled Chicken Sandwhich W/ Mayo: 331 Calories
Small French Fries: 231 Calories
Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Calories By 1:22pm-562 Calories
-Snack Pak: 100 Calories
-WW Fetticini Alfredo: 340 Calories
-16.9Fl Oz Sugar Free Kool-Aid: 10 Calories
Calories By 5:23pm-1012 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie: 190 Calories
Total Calories: 1202 Calories
WARNING?!?!?!?
I have a sick kiddo she's running bout a 103 temp and puking on me so i'm prob not going to be around for the next couple of days and not be able to really get a work out in either taking care of a sick kid is exhausting and SUPER stressful so there prob goes my goal to being outta the 160's this week :( which is dissapointing as the fact i've been really sticking to it the past 3 days I know today I didn't work out cause I figured I can do it once she goes to bed. Anyway I hope my baby girl starts feeling better ASAP..And I'm able to get back on here and back on track. I'll still do a weigh in on weds but i'm not expecting anything.
- Mood:
stressed
I knew it I knew it I should have never bought a scale i'm too curious of a person to wait it out a week to weight myself well today is day 3 of working out and eating right well the last time I weighed it said 160.4 this morning it said 160.2 HEY I'll take it Lol if it's doing something but truly i'm not going totally on weight I'm going on dress size also if I can get to a size 9 which is 1 dress size smaller by the end of june before my HOPEFULLY vacation i'd be happy i'd be so happy to be outta the double digits and would LOVE LOVE LOVE to be outta the 160's.
Workout Log:
-20 Mins W/ Ankle Weights
-20 Mins W/ Wrist Weights
-76.2 Fat Calories Burnt
-243 Calories Burnt
-20 Sit Ups
-20 Wall Sit Ups
-10 RT Obliques
-10 LT Obliques
-20 Butt Blasters RT Leg
-20 Butt Blasters LT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts RT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts LT Leg
-20 Inner Thigh Spread
-10 Swimmers Back RT Leg
-10 Swimmers Back LT Leg
-20 Bicep Curls
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Butterfly Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Standing Arm Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Dips
Food Log:
Okay so i skipped breakfast bad idea i know and i'm kinda paying for it right now i have a headache so i'm gonna have a higer calorie lunch to make up for breakfast and snack skipped so just having an early lunch and than during regular lunch time gonna have a snack..Hope this balances everything out cause the last thing I was is my metabolism to shut down on me and not lose the weight.
-WW Pepperoni Pizza: 390 Calories
-16.9floz Crystal Light: 10 Calories
-Yoplait Light Rasberry Chessecake: 110 Calories
Calories By 1:00pm-510 Calories
-Snack Pak: 100 Calories
-Quizno Small Turkey Sub: 490 Calories
-Salt And Vinegar Chips: 200 Calories
-Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
-Chocolate Chip Cookie: 210 Calories
-3 Cups Popcorn: 90 Calories
Total For The Day: 1357
Pretty Close To 1300. Hoping this zig zaging is helping I read bout this method..Gonna see if It's working on weds that will be a week i've been doing it for.
Workout Log:
-20 Mins W/ Ankle Weights
-20 Mins W/ Wrist Weights
-76.2 Fat Calories Burnt
-243 Calories Burnt
-20 Sit Ups
-20 Wall Sit Ups
-10 RT Obliques
-10 LT Obliques
-20 Butt Blasters RT Leg
-20 Butt Blasters LT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts RT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts LT Leg
-20 Inner Thigh Spread
-10 Swimmers Back RT Leg
-10 Swimmers Back LT Leg
-20 Bicep Curls
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Butterfly Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Standing Arm Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Dips
Food Log:
Okay so i skipped breakfast bad idea i know and i'm kinda paying for it right now i have a headache so i'm gonna have a higer calorie lunch to make up for breakfast and snack skipped so just having an early lunch and than during regular lunch time gonna have a snack..Hope this balances everything out cause the last thing I was is my metabolism to shut down on me and not lose the weight.
-WW Pepperoni Pizza: 390 Calories
-16.9floz Crystal Light: 10 Calories
-Yoplait Light Rasberry Chessecake: 110 Calories
Calories By 1:00pm-510 Calories
-Snack Pak: 100 Calories
-Quizno Small Turkey Sub: 490 Calories
-Salt And Vinegar Chips: 200 Calories
-Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
-Chocolate Chip Cookie: 210 Calories
-3 Cups Popcorn: 90 Calories
Total For The Day: 1357
Pretty Close To 1300. Hoping this zig zaging is helping I read bout this method..Gonna see if It's working on weds that will be a week i've been doing it for.
- Mood:
content
Uggh I'm excited yet dreading my day I'm suppose to go to lunch or dinner with my mom so i'm trying to do all my research on here before I go she says I can pick where to eat.
Workout Log:
Workout Log:
-20 Mins W/ Ankle Weights
-20 Mins W/ Wrist Weights
-76.0 Fat Calories Burnt
-243 Calories Burnt
-20 Sit Ups
-20 Wall Sit Ups
-10 RT Obliques
-10 LT Obliques
-20 Butt Blasters RT Leg
-20 Butt Blasters LT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts RT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts LT Leg
-20 Inner Thigh Spread
-10 Swimmers Back RT Leg
-10 Swimmers Back LT Leg
-20 Bicep Curls
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Butterfly Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Standing Arm Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Dips
Food Log:
-Pinapple Cream Cup: 120 Calories
-2 Slices Of French Toast No Butter: 298 Calories
-3 TS Of Maple Syurp:157 Calories
-Glass Of Water: 0 Calories
Total Calories By 12:31pm: 575 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie: 190 Calories
-Salad W/ Ranch
-Baked Potato
-1 Piece Of Garlic Bread
-1 Scoop Of Ice Cream
Which Equal TOO MANY CALORIES!! Lol!!!
Well it's off to dinner i'll try to know what i consumed calorie wise but I'm dreading it won't be pretty..we are going to Sizzler so theres a salad which is good but I know I wanna baked pot to..but I know that's big calories arrgh. I know i'm starving though.
Workout Log:
Workout Log:
-20 Mins W/ Ankle Weights
-20 Mins W/ Wrist Weights
-76.0 Fat Calories Burnt
-243 Calories Burnt
-20 Sit Ups
-20 Wall Sit Ups
-10 RT Obliques
-10 LT Obliques
-20 Butt Blasters RT Leg
-20 Butt Blasters LT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts RT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts LT Leg
-20 Inner Thigh Spread
-10 Swimmers Back RT Leg
-10 Swimmers Back LT Leg
-20 Bicep Curls
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Butterfly Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Standing Arm Lifts
-10 On RT
-12 On LT
-20 Tricep Dips
Food Log:
-Pinapple Cream Cup: 120 Calories
-2 Slices Of French Toast No Butter: 298 Calories
-3 TS Of Maple Syurp:157 Calories
-Glass Of Water: 0 Calories
Total Calories By 12:31pm: 575 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie: 190 Calories
-Salad W/ Ranch
-Baked Potato
-1 Piece Of Garlic Bread
-1 Scoop Of Ice Cream
Which Equal TOO MANY CALORIES!! Lol!!!
Well it's off to dinner i'll try to know what i consumed calorie wise but I'm dreading it won't be pretty..we are going to Sizzler so theres a salad which is good but I know I wanna baked pot to..but I know that's big calories arrgh. I know i'm starving though.
- Mood:
tired
Well my boyfriend lit a fire under my ass last night saying " you have a f'ing tredmill in your house stop complaining bout being fat and do something about it" Not exactly the nicest but hey it got me up at 6am this morning to walk on the tredmill and do my body toning exersises. And now I gotta go get my lil one off to preschool..even though I am not 100% okay feeling with that with the whole swine flu but I try to tell myself that each year the regular flu kills about 36,000 people a year. But as a mother I still worry about these things..Well i'm gonna pull up my big girl panties and realize she should be fine just cause a toddler died in texas cause of it doesn't mean she's going to here. BREATH IN AND OUT.
Okay so I bought one of those evil contraptions called a scale Lol!! Well anyway I weighted myself this morning and it said 160.4 Now here comes the confusion..when i weighed myself in Jan it said 162lbs yet my clothes fit better than than now they are snug in my thighs and waist?!? Am I missing something here..I'm totally blown away that that's all I weigh because I was preparing myself for it to say 170-172 the way my clothes have been feeling...Any ideas ? Cause I KNOW 1 day of working out and eating right isn't gonna make a miracle.
Workout Log:
-20 Mins W/ Ankle Weights
-20 Mins W/ Wrist Weights
-76.1 Fat Calories Burnt
-243 Calories Burnt
-20 Sit Ups
-20 Wall Sit Ups
-10 RT Obliques
-10 LT Obliques
-20 Butt Blasters RT Leg
-20 Butt Blasters LT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts RT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts LT Leg
-20 Inner Thigh Spread
-10 Swimmers Back RT Leg
-10 Swimmers Back LT Leg
-20 Bicep Curls
-20 Tricep Lifts
-20 Butterfly Lifts
-20 Standing Arm Lifts
-20 Tricep Dips
Food Log:
-Special K Cereal: 140 Calories
-Yoplait Yougurt Apple Turn Over: 100 Calories
-LC Chicken Meal(Very Yummy): 410 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Sugar-Free Kool-Aid: 10
Calories By 12:33pm-660 Calories
-Snack Pack: 100 Calories
-WW Roasted Chicken And Mashed Potatos(Very Yummy):210 Calories
-1/2 Cup Corn: 83 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Crystal Light:10 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie:190 Calories
Well Got A Snack Attack Sooo I Had....
-Snack Pack: 100 Calories
So that changes my total calories to...
Total Calories: 1110 Calories wow I came in under 190 Calories I hope this doesn't screw with my metabolism.
Okay so I bought one of those evil contraptions called a scale Lol!! Well anyway I weighted myself this morning and it said 160.4 Now here comes the confusion..when i weighed myself in Jan it said 162lbs yet my clothes fit better than than now they are snug in my thighs and waist?!? Am I missing something here..I'm totally blown away that that's all I weigh because I was preparing myself for it to say 170-172 the way my clothes have been feeling...Any ideas ? Cause I KNOW 1 day of working out and eating right isn't gonna make a miracle.
Workout Log:
-20 Mins W/ Ankle Weights
-20 Mins W/ Wrist Weights
-76.1 Fat Calories Burnt
-243 Calories Burnt
-20 Sit Ups
-20 Wall Sit Ups
-10 RT Obliques
-10 LT Obliques
-20 Butt Blasters RT Leg
-20 Butt Blasters LT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts RT Leg
-10 Leg Lifts LT Leg
-20 Inner Thigh Spread
-10 Swimmers Back RT Leg
-10 Swimmers Back LT Leg
-20 Bicep Curls
-20 Tricep Lifts
-20 Butterfly Lifts
-20 Standing Arm Lifts
-20 Tricep Dips
Food Log:
-Special K Cereal: 140 Calories
-Yoplait Yougurt Apple Turn Over: 100 Calories
-LC Chicken Meal(Very Yummy): 410 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Sugar-Free Kool-Aid: 10
Calories By 12:33pm-660 Calories
-Snack Pack: 100 Calories
-WW Roasted Chicken And Mashed Potatos(Very Yummy):210 Calories
-1/2 Cup Corn: 83 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Crystal Light:10 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie:190 Calories
Well Got A Snack Attack Sooo I Had....
-Snack Pack: 100 Calories
So that changes my total calories to...
Total Calories: 1110 Calories wow I came in under 190 Calories I hope this doesn't screw with my metabolism.
- Mood:
nervous
Well last night was intresting I went to bed by 1030!! Which is almost unheard of so I guess I really needed it. But sadly my daughter is scared of monsters all of a sudden and she's been in my bed every night the past week I don't know whats starting this but I am lost on what to do so needless to say having a kid tossing and turning in your bed doesn't help with the sleep factor
Food Log:
-Special K Blueberry Cereal: 140 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Sugar-Free Kool-Aid: 10 Calories
-Yoplait Key Lime Pie Yogurt: 100 Calories
Calories By 11am: 250 Calories
-WW Ravioli Florentine(Blah..Won't Get These Again Plus I'm Still Hungry): 250 Calories
Well I Slipped Up I Was STARVING Still So Ended Up Having
-2 Slices Of Bread: 240 Calories
-15 Potato Chips: 150 Calories
- 1 Hot Dog: 240 Calories
- Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Calories By 1pm: 1,130 Calories
:( Why Did I Do This!! I Have Only 170 Calories Left For The Day To Hit My Limit!! Omg serves me right that now I feel horrible and super stuffed.
-WW Broccili, Cheese And Potatos Meal(Yummy): 240 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie: 190 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Crystal Light Drink: 10 Calories
Total Calories: 1,570 Calories
Well I went over : 270 Calories :( I can't belive the guilt I feel.
Food Log:
-Special K Blueberry Cereal: 140 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Sugar-Free Kool-Aid: 10 Calories
-Yoplait Key Lime Pie Yogurt: 100 Calories
Calories By 11am: 250 Calories
-WW Ravioli Florentine(Blah..Won't Get These Again Plus I'm Still Hungry): 250 Calories
Well I Slipped Up I Was STARVING Still So Ended Up Having
-2 Slices Of Bread: 240 Calories
-15 Potato Chips: 150 Calories
- 1 Hot Dog: 240 Calories
- Diet Pepsi: 0 Calories
Calories By 1pm: 1,130 Calories
:( Why Did I Do This!! I Have Only 170 Calories Left For The Day To Hit My Limit!! Omg serves me right that now I feel horrible and super stuffed.
-WW Broccili, Cheese And Potatos Meal(Yummy): 240 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie: 190 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Crystal Light Drink: 10 Calories
Total Calories: 1,570 Calories
Well I went over : 270 Calories :( I can't belive the guilt I feel.
- Mood:
calm
Okay well the Special K blueberry cereal was pretty good of course i'd rather have my reesse puffs Lol!! Well Gotta start on my chores but so far the day has been good it's gonna be the working out that i'm really gonna have to make myself get up and do. Oh I forgot to mention my calorie intake I'm putting at 1200 I hear that's about the right amount to lose weight but I don't know how to calculate for me specifically what would be best. So gonna stick with 1200. Well a nice person gave me a link to calculate my calorie intake to lose weight according to age ,weight and height and according to my thing it says 1300 Calories a day I need to consume so we'll go by that and see where that goes.
Food Log:
-Bowl Of Special K Blueberry Cereal: 140 Calories
-Yoplait Light Yogurt : 110 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Sugar-Free Kool-Aid: 10 Calories
Calories By 12:14pm-260 Calories
-WW Pepperoni Pizza(Kinda Bland): 390 Calories
-Fudge Shoppe Right Bites 100 Calorie Snack Pack: 100 Calories
Calories By 3:10pm-750 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Crystal Light Rasberry Lemonaid: 10 Calories
-WW Fetticini Alfredo(Pretty Okay,A Lil Bland): 240 Calories
-Right Bites Chocolate Covered Pretzels 100 Cal Pack: 100 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie(OMG Sooo Good): 190 Calories
Arrgh Munchies Struck But I Figured I Had 144 Calories Left In My Day So Had:
-Right Bites Chocolate Covered Pretzels 100 Cal Pack: 100 Calories
Work Out Log:
Uggh I Am Having The Monthly Visitor And I'm So Not Feeling The Workout I Only Made It 22mins Instead Of 30mins BLAH!! And No Body Toning I'm Pretty Achey Thanks To My Visitor
-15 Mins W/ Ankle Weights On Tredmill
-7 Mins W/ Wrist Weights On Tredmill
-41.8 Fat Calories Burned
-134 Calories Burned
Total Calories For The Day:1256
Wow I hope that's not TOO low..Cause I ate quite a bit today...And I Wasn't Even Hungry. I mean it would have been 1390 If I wouldn't have worked out.
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Food Log:
-Bowl Of Special K Blueberry Cereal: 140 Calories
-Yoplait Light Yogurt : 110 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Sugar-Free Kool-Aid: 10 Calories
Calories By 12:14pm-260 Calories
-WW Pepperoni Pizza(Kinda Bland): 390 Calories
-Fudge Shoppe Right Bites 100 Calorie Snack Pack: 100 Calories
Calories By 3:10pm-750 Calories
-16.9fl Oz Crystal Light Rasberry Lemonaid: 10 Calories
-WW Fetticini Alfredo(Pretty Okay,A Lil Bland): 240 Calories
-Right Bites Chocolate Covered Pretzels 100 Cal Pack: 100 Calories
-WW Key Lime Pie(OMG Sooo Good): 190 Calories
Arrgh Munchies Struck But I Figured I Had 144 Calories Left In My Day So Had:
-Right Bites Chocolate Covered Pretzels 100 Cal Pack: 100 Calories
Work Out Log:
Uggh I Am Having The Monthly Visitor And I'm So Not Feeling The Workout I Only Made It 22mins Instead Of 30mins BLAH!! And No Body Toning I'm Pretty Achey Thanks To My Visitor
-15 Mins W/ Ankle Weights On Tredmill
-7 Mins W/ Wrist Weights On Tredmill
-41.8 Fat Calories Burned
-134 Calories Burned
Total Calories For The Day:1256
Wow I hope that's not TOO low..Cause I ate quite a bit today...And I Wasn't Even Hungry. I mean it would have been 1390 If I wouldn't have worked out.
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- Mood:
Procrastinating
Okay I don't ever have to get Weight Watchers orange sesame chicken micro meal that was DISGUSTING!! man I hope the others are A LOT better but hey maybe i'll be so hungry it won't matter Lol..that's what i'm worrying about is being starving but I've decided to eat every 2-3hrs hoping that will curb big hunger so I don't over eat.
- Mood:
Grossed Out
Wow just got back from a nice expensive trip to stock up to start my diet tomorrow..I guess my plan is to do the easy micro weight watchers meals in till I get some more of my energy back and such to start cooking again I want to try to be as sucssesful as possible and right now this is gonna be the best for me hoping in a month i'll be able to learn how to make all these things the healthy way and save me money too!!..Well also I decided i'm not buying a scale I know i've gained weight I just don't want to discourage myself too early in the game with numbers I think i'm going to stick with my plan of when I hit a size 5 THAN I'll get on the scale and if I feel like my BMI still is too high than I will start working w/ the scale and the numbers on the scale but that is my major goal I think I could be healthy and fit looking at a size 5. I'm 5'3 I use to be a size 3 all through high school it wasn't intill I got married started picking up his bad habits and than got prego that the weight piled on and I found myself 200lbs and in a size 20 from Old Navy...WOW I've never written that down how big I use to be...It's scary I really don't know my exact weight now I know I'm in a size 11/13 Juniors and in Jan '09 I got on the scale and it said 162lbs but I know I've gained weight I still fit into my clothes just more snuggly I've got more of a belly in front now it's actually really my thighs that i'm feeling it in my pants. But anyway so I stocked up for a week on weight watchers micro meals their deserts and those 100 calorie packs of some cookies and crackers also so yogurt and 10 calorie sugar free crystal light and kool-aid. Oh ya and my breakfast is gonna be the blueberry special K man i hope it tastes good cause it's pretty low cal cereal...And now the work out plan is to do 30mins on the tredmill like before rotate after 15 from ankle to wrist on the weights..Than Do my body toning and make this an EVERYDAY thing. I want to make it a habit. my starting pace would be 2.7mph increasing it by .1mph each week till I reach 3.5mph which is a fast walk cause running w/ my boobs is just painful and is pretty hard on my knees too. I mean if I can surpass that and start running AWESOME but I'm trying to be realistic of what my body can do. And than with my body toning reps I plan on staring out w/ 10reps each when I have to do right leg left leg stuff and 20 for if I need to just 1 movement. And than increasing it by 1 for each side and 2 for the full movement so in the end i'm doing 22reps for everything. Well this all looks great on paper let's just hope we can stick to it and get rid of this weight once and for all and make a good healthy life change and hopefully help my daughter also to start making the right choices now so it's not so hard to break these habits as she's older..Also on a personal note things just don't seem to be improving with the bf it seems we take 2 steps forward than a giant leap back it's getting very exhausting on me emotionally I'm not sure what I want to do with the situation anymore..but I'm trying VERY hard to not let it affect everything like it has been. PHEW that was long Lol..But I'm excited to start things up tomorrow and hopefully get into that size 5 by Nov '09 that's 3 dress sizes I need to lose in 6mo's hopefully I'm not being silly in my quest to think that's attainable I'd love to be a size 9 by the end of June but that's 1 dress size that's quite a bit to expect in 2mo's as it took me 10mo's to lose 3 dress sizes but that was just w/ cutting out sweets and portion control hoping throwing in the exersising will speed things up a lil more.
- Mood:
hopeful
I'm Sooo Feeling This Song This Morning Minus It Being A Girl In My Case It's A Guy....
